color tests and other kinds of psychological tests available in the internet, i think, are programs designed for lonely and disturbed people. although i am not as lonely as you think, and definitely not as disturbed as i look, i am a big fan of them, but i still hold on to the idea that these things were cooked up to secure a surrogate friend who can tell you how he thinks things are going on in your life... and most of the time, they're damn right!
this one's from GOLDINUNIVERSE:
Name: tinapie
Date: 11/16/2008
Colorgenics Number: 71532460
Enough is enough - you feel frustrated and rejected. You are fighting back and the going is tough. It would be just wonderful if you could be left in peace.
You are looking for excitement and stimulation and you are ready to try anything - but be careful not to take too many risks.
Enough is enough - but the problems never seem to stop. They never stop. You feel, and maybe you are right, that the problems seem to go on and on and you have indeed had more than your fair share of trials and tribulations. But to give you credit - you bounce back time and time again - you stick to your beliefs because deep down you have that inner knowledge, that 'belief' system that in the end, everything will turn out OK - and you are right -it will!
As of late, you have been experiencing untold stress and this is a result of continuous frustration. You haven't been taking care of all your physical needs and it's beginning to show. It would seem that you have a need to find someone to whom you can really relate - someone perhaps whose standards are as high as your own. You want to be different - to be individualistic - to stand out from the common herd. Your inherent control of your sensual instincts is restricting your ability to give yourself to open up freely but this being on your own, being lonely, often makes you feel the need to give up some of your strict standards to surrender to the general flow - to be like everyone else; a part of the herd. Deep down you regard such instincts as weaknesses to be overcome. You would like to be loved or admired for yourself alone. You demand recognition and tender loving care.
There is that inherent fear that you may be prevented from attaining the better things in life - those things that you consider essential to your well-being. So you are prepared to try everything to prove to yourself that whatever you do or try will go wrong. This destructive attitude could come under the heading of 'a self fulfilling prophesy'. This belittling yourself is your method of disguising how hopeless and what a waste of time you feel that everything is. So now turn it about. As you 'think', so you are... So 'imagine' yourself successful. 'Pretend', 'act it out' and you may be pleasantly surprised at the outcome.
can i just make a protest on the last paragraph? i just think that it's too pathetic, and it's as sure as hell not me. just because black topped the list of my preference doesn't mean i'm a total loser. yes, sometimes i give up, but tell me, is there anyone who's prepared to try everything to prove to himself that whatever he does or try will go wrong? it sounds hilarious, doesn't it? ^o^
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